a random song

It still makes me wonder how a random song can affect your mood for a day.. This week will be the defining week of our current life. I have been expecting my answer from God on the 20th. It will be this friday..After 30 years here on the planet earth I still depend my life on prayers and signs from above and He never ever fails me. I am quite sure a few wold say it's quite imprudent to let signs control my life. And what if the signs were misconstrued...But 8 years of practice makes me so good in reading the signs.
There were days like today that vexations overpower me. And then all of a sudden a random song calms me. A random song which appears to have random lyrics. But as I hear the song play over and over again I suddenly understood the composer. I was a fat house cat watching the warm poison rat.
Yes I am just watching and doing nothing..Waiting for my muse..Still waiting for the right time..though I don't know when is the right time.
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a flightless bird

FLightless bird lyrics..by iron and wine
I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat Nursing my sore blunt tongue Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks Pissing on magazine photos Those fishing lures thrown in the cold And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth Big pill stuck going down